Alone While Surrounded

Hello World!

Well, the journey begins!! I have decided that maybe I can help someone else not feel as alone as I do. I work really hard, always have. I help people, I try to help even more people. I pride myself in being self-sacrificing and dependable. I have tried to be a great wife and mom; all I can say is I have done my best. I don’t drink, don’t drug, don’t cheat on my spouse…..I try to serve others and honor God every day. I fall short, I am so very imperfect. But, I have sacrificed, been loyal, and waited decades for “my turn”. When will someone love me as I have loved? When will I get a break from carrying the load of the home, family, and stresses? I cry a lot these days. I talk to God A LOT these days. I know this is the fallen world, but the flesh pulls at me so much. Can’t I know love and kindness from someone?